Intro
G#m7 D6sus D#m7
[Verse 1]
G#m7 D6sus
Man, I could swear that I could go right home to grab a bottle,
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grab some ice to cool my sorrow down to how I felt before
G#m7 D6sus
But I can't feel my fingers, tumbling down the stairs
D#m7
like I am drowning in my hole, its filled with cold embrace and
G#m7
loosens up my grip to warm tomorrow,
[Chorus]
D6sus
I swear I'm trying
I swear I'm trying
D#m7 G#m7
But everything I admire, everything I desire to be is crossfiring
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I will hire a hitman on myself
[Verse 2]
G#m7 D6sus D#m7
Man, I will swallow up, bottle up all the painkillers I will turn to dust
G#m7 D6sus D#m7
Let the memories rush through my brain like a fucking ICE-train on its way to law-breaking hate
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I lost a dozen, don't know if more over the years,
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they all jumped or slit, or drugged to end their campaign of fear
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I tried to overdose, became addicted left for a second
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it was the beauty immomentated I swear I want back yet
[Chorus]
G#m7
I swear I'm trying
D6sus
I swear I'm trying
D#m7 G#m7
But everything I admire, everything I desire to be is crossfiring
D6sus D#m7
I will hire a hitman on myself
[Outro]
G#m7 D6sus Bm7