Verse
C#
One year we flew up to Alaska
All the scenery was gorgeous
A#m F#
And the people all so pleasant what a place
C#
Might have been our one chance
To experience it firsthand
A#m G#
All the culture and the beauty of the state
But when we arrived I
F# C#
Couldn’t bring myself to leave the car
A#m
Stayed locked away with my guitar
And while the others
Studied the mountains and the rivers
F# G# C#
I just stared down at my fretboard, pad and pen
[Verse 2]
C#
Lately I’ve been struggling to conjure up
D# band aid for this problem
A#m F#
That has freshly manifested in my brain
C#
It seems as though I’ve grown a light switch
Deep within the recess of my psyche
A#m G#
One if flipped renders me borderline insane
It’s like ten seconds ago
F# C#
Everything was fine and dandy
C# A#m
But now everything is fucked
A#m
And there ain’t no rhyme or reason for my seething
F# G# C#
I just wanna be okay but I feel stuck
[Verse 3]
C#
I don’t get to see the family often
Always on road
A#m
So, one year we organized a trip
F# C#
We’d take to Lake Tahoe
D# place we’d been when I was younger
A#m
All the memories are golden
G#
But when we arrived I
F# C#
found myself down at the bar
A#m
Black out drunk and seeing stars
While my loved ones
All played board games by the fire
F# G# C#
I did drink myself within an inch of death
[Verse 4]
C#
I’m no stranger to mistakes
It feels like every step I take
A#m F#
I trip myself I can’t get out of my own way
C#
I’m by far my harshest critic and a cynic
A#m
Too neurotic to accept that sometimes
G#
Shit is just o-kay
There's always gotta be
F# C#
Some problem I alone must solve
A#m
But that just ain’t the case at all
Cause I got friends and family
F#
But my worst enemy is me
G# C#
And me just can’t escape my head
[Outro]
F#
Cause I was born to sabotage myself
C#
Well that's on me and no one else
A#m
I’m a human grenade
G#
And I’m good at pullin’ my own pin
F#
You can blame it on my mental health
C#
Addictions, stress and anything else
A#m
All it boils down to
Is I’m an asshole with a loud mouth
F# G# C#
And a system of support I don’t deserve
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