B
Unwanted but breathing
In the next room sleeping
G#m
My mother shes crying
And my fathers been drinking
B
In our rundown apartment
Where the roof is still leaking
G#m
Hes cursing and cussing
Its just the whiskey talking
E G#m
And Ive got lots of memories like this one
E B
Of empty days and nights spent tired and lonesome
C#m
When I think back to all of it
E
Its all too much
Oh its all too much when youre just a little kid
B G#m
B
My little brother just a newborn baby
G#m
In the image of my mother says hes a blessing
B
But not to my father oh how he hates him
G#m
An undeserving mistake He calls him a burden
E G#m
And Ive got lots of memories like this one
E B
Of picking sides and picking fights between them
C#m
When I think back to all of it
E
Well its all too much
Well its all too much when youre just a little kid
E B E B
And when I wake up in the morning it all feels like a bad dream
E B E B
One that follows you and haunts you endlessly
E
Yeah haunts me endlessly
Well broken and beaten from the abuse and the cheating
G#m
The addiction and the lying and the promise of leaving
B
While my old man was a bastard I admired and loved him
G#m
And us two kids we were born in to a family not a fortune no
B G#m
B G#m
B G#m
B G#m
end on G