Verse
F
hey i hear the voice of a preacher from the back room
A#
calling my name and i follow just to find you
F C
i trace the faith to a broken down television and put on the weather
F
and i’ve trained myself to give up on the past
A#
cause i frozen time between hearses and caskets
F
lost control when i panicked at the acid test
C
i wanna get better
[Verse 2]
F A#
while my friends were getting high and chasing girls down parkway lines i was losing my mind
F C
cause the love, the love, the love, the love, the love that i gave wasted on a nice face
F A# F
in a blaze of fear i put a helmet on a helmet counting seconds through the night and got carried away
[Pre-Chorus]
C
so now I’m standing on the overpass screaming at the cars hey I wanna get better
[Chorus]
F A#
i didn’t know i was lonely til i saw your face
F C
i wanna get better
F A#
i didn’t know i was broken til i wanted to change
F C
i wanna get better
[Verse 3]
F
i go up to my room and there’s girls on the ceiling
A#
cut out their pictures and i chase that feeling
F
of an eighteen year old, who didn’t know what loss was
C
now i’m a stranger
F
and i miss the days of a life still permanent
A# F
mourn the years before i got carried away
[Pre-Chorus]
C
so now i’m staring at the interstate, screaming at myself hey i wanna get better
[Bridge]
F A#
cause I’m sleeping in the back of a taxi
F
i’m screaming from my bedroom window
A#
even if it’s gonna kill me
[Verse 4]
F
woke up this morning early before my family
A#
from this dream where she was trying to show me
F C
how a life can move from the darkness, she said to get better
F A# F
so i put a bullet where i shoulda out a helmet and i crash my car cause i wanna get carried away
C
that’s why i’m standing on the overpass screaming at myself, hey, I WANNA GET BETTER