Intro
A# Dm Eb Dm
[verse 1]
A# Dm
Rain, rain go away, come again another day
Eb
I wanna live forever but mental illness gets in the way
A# Dm
I feel so compelled when mania helps itself
Eb
I cut my bangs and dye my hair, I do it so well
A# Dm
Look how beautiful it is, I am not in charge of this
Eb
And when I come down, I know that I'll be pissed
[Chorus]
A# Dm
There's something inside that fucking hurts me every time
Eb F
I've tried every single pill to help me chill, and I'm not satisfied
A# Dm
One minute, I'll be fucked, and the next minute I'm fine
Eb
I can't believe myself, I'm overwhelmed, I think I've lost my mind
A# Dm
Don't romanticize my life
Eb
I need a redesign
A# Dm Eb
A# Dm
Don't romanticize my life
Eb
I, I need a redesign
A# Dm Eb Ebm Dm
[Verse 2]
A# Dm
I have the good days, good phase, feeling like I like my face
Eb
And body, taking pictures, 'cause I know I'm a hottie
A# Dm
Then the bad days comes in waves, feelin' like I gained weight
Eb A#
Wish I could be disembody, and be somebody else
Dm
'Cause I'm unwell, I can't control myself
Eb
I'm asking for help (I'm asking for help)
[Chorus]
A# Dm
There's something inside that fucking hurts me every time
Eb Dm
I've tried every single pill to help me chill, and I'm not satisfied
A# Dm
One minute, I'll be fucked, and the next minute I'm fine
Eb A#
I can't believe myself, I'm overwhelmed, I think I've lost my mind
Dm Ebmaj7
Don't romanticize my life
Eb
I need a redesign
A# Dm Eb
A# Dm
Don't romanticize my life
Eb
I (yeah), I need a redesign