Intro
F Am A# Am
[verse 1]
F Am
Rain, rain go away, come again another day
A#
I wanna live forever but mental illness gets in the way
F Am
I feel so compelled when mania helps itself
A#
I cut my bangs and dye my hair, I do it so well
F Am
Look how beautiful it is, I am not in charge of this
A#
And when I come down, I know that I'll be pissed
[Chorus]
F Am
There's something inside that fucking hurts me every time
A# C
I've tried every single pill to help me chill, and I'm not satisfied
F Am
One minute, I'll be fucked, and the next minute I'm fine
A#
I can't believe myself, I'm overwhelmed, I think I've lost my mind
F Am
Don't romanticize my life
A#
I need a redesign
F Am A#
F Am
Don't romanticize my life
A#
I, I need a redesign
F Am A# A#m Am
[Verse 2]
F Am
I have the good days, good phase, feeling like I like my face
A#
And body, taking pictures, 'cause I know I'm a hottie
F Am
Then the bad days comes in waves, feelin' like I gained weight
A# F
Wish I could be disembody, and be somebody else
Am
'Cause I'm unwell, I can't control myself
A#
I'm asking for help (I'm asking for help)
[Chorus]
F Am
There's something inside that fucking hurts me every time
A# Am
I've tried every single pill to help me chill, and I'm not satisfied
F Am
One minute, I'll be fucked, and the next minute I'm fine
A# F
I can't believe myself, I'm overwhelmed, I think I've lost my mind
Am A#maj7
Don't romanticize my life
A#
I need a redesign
F Am A#
F Am
Don't romanticize my life
A#
I (yeah), I need a redesign